You need your head examined. You need to get back in touch with reality. But I (for one) am fucking sick and tired of hearing about how fucking sick you are.
You want to know sick? Take my friends with AIDS. They're sick -- living with what amounts to a death sentence, actually. I can't count how many people I know in that boat. I love 'em all dearly. And it fucking SUCKS BIG HAIRY MOOSE BALLS that they're going to die an early death.
The difference here is, though, that both they and I are attempting to do something about it. To fix the situation. Raising money to support people in that situation, for drugs to help them live longer (that they might live to see the day when a vaccine is found,) for vaccine research.
Speaking as a general rule, people who are sick do what they can to get better. Not you, though. You prefer instead to crow to all who will listen about just how fucking sick you really are.
That is complete and utter BULLSHIT.
Instead, you choose to return to your places of torment. Continually.
Norm, I have tried to ignore you. I have tried to not read your posts. I have tried everything I can to keep you out of my life, simply because yours is so fucked up. But you make that FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE. You are ruining something that I love, and that is the community here. You are turning just about every fucking thread into a "look at how sad and sorry my life is" bitchfest. You have made threats of leaving. You have made threats of staying. You can't make up your fucking mind. I wish you would merely choose the former.
You might even find that getting away from us -- by which I mean all of us ([link|/forums/render/user?username=Yendor|me], [link|/forums/render/user?username=pwhysall|Peter], [link|/forums/render/user?username=admin|AdminiScott], [link|/forums/render/user?username=CRConrad|the Scandalahoovian], [link|/forums/render/user?username=Ashton|Ashton], et al) -- would be a good thing for you! Put you back in touch with reality -- and that is truly where one lives ones life. That's what REALLY matters. Not this online shit between you and Stryfe and whatever other characters are out there hunting you. Not the MacJihad. Not anything that ever happened on WWIVLink (and here you are definitely speaking about something I know a bit about -- WWIV RegNum 21283; still have the source code for WWIV v4.21 on the original floppy Wayne Bell sent it to me on.) And for Christ's sake, DEFINITELY not that Captain Picard held Mike's fucking cats hostage!