VERY sorry to hear!
Horrific trauma can be assimilated through senses other than touch. Your pain is real, and one thing about pain is that (with therapy, the type depending on the kind of pain), it can and will heal. Like the rest of the posters here, I'm sending you my best wishes and thoughts for your healing.
jb4
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