You have to go through it to get through it. You may have to force yourself into normalcy, but do it. Even if it means just going through the motions. Little by little things will start to feel more normal and real.

Remember a few years back when that guy got beheaded by terrorists and they showed the video all over the net? Well, of course I had to watch it. While watching it I got all sweaty and shakey. It took me several days to feel comfortable going into my office after that because I associated my office with the event. And that was just a video. Give yourself some time.

Big hug for you! Laura.