It must be very painful.
I guess I just don't understand how anger at one particular thing can cause you (, and some other people I know,) to take that anger out on people who have nothing to do with that which hurt you.
I'm very angry that my next door neighbor was killed at the Pentagon on 9/11. But that doesn't mean I transfer that anger to people I have a disagreement with.
I hope you find a way to recover/recreate your work. And I hope you find a way to manage your anger better. Sincerely.
Cheers,
Scott.