Yeah, at least I haven't progressed to the stage where I do simply nothing. I am at least trying to stay on my routine some and force myself to do basic things. I really think I just need to do what Scott said, and recharge my energy and motivation levels somehow.

I appreciate the support though, that's something I've been lacking in this family situation because no one wants to "take sides" and I don't want to make anyone do that, so John has been my main support in the whole mess, and that's been a daily thing lately.

And I am sorry if anyone thinks I'm "whining" in here. I was honestly trying to do all this and handle all this myself for the most part, but there comes a point when you know you just can't, and I think that hit me today.

Thanks for the encouragement, it's very much needed.

Brenda