I'll never use them again
I have an AMEX horror story - it goes like this.
While a roadwarrior for Platinum Technology I was expected to front all expenses and get reimbursed.
This resulted in a routine rolling balance of about $10k.
Upon my resignation, Platinum decided to be nasty and denied my final expense report as "excessive".
Leaving me without the cash to pay the balance.
So I phone up AMEX immediately to let them know there is a problem and to arrange a payment schedule. We agree on a timetable and I agree not to use the card until payed off.
Every week they call to tell me I'm delinquent, send me threatening letters, and every week I ask if they have a record of the agreement. They do not. I fill in the latest goon on the situation and schedule and they say fine - no problem. Meanwhile I'm paying them as fast as I can. (Platinum came through with the cash about 3 months later).
But they still trashed my credit rating. Multiple derogetories.
So they don't honor their agreements and they screw you if they can.
Fuck em.
Smalltalk is dangerous. It is a drug. My advice to you would be don't try it; it could ruin your life. Once you take the time to learn it (to REALLY learn it) you will see that there is nothing out there (yet) to touch it. Of course, like all drugs, how dangerous it is depends on your character. It may be that once you've got to this stage you'll find it difficult (if not impossible) to "go back" to other languages and, if you are forced to, you might become an embittered character constantly muttering ascerbic comments under your breath. Who knows, you may even have to quit the software industry altogether because nothing else lives up to your new expectations.
--AndyBower