2:00 a.m.

Had to go. On autopilot waking up barely dazed and confused and turned left. I've been turning left for about 10 years. Every bedroom we went into,M had her side, I had my side, get out of bed and turn left.

But we swapped for this house. The bed was facing in a direction that was the only way we could work out this room and therefore my side ended up on the other side of the room from the perspective of where the door is.

And now I'm supposed to get out of the bed and walk straight forward. That's where the door is. But it's pitch black. And I'm disoriented. And I'm currently half dreaming that I'm in the old house.

So I turn left.

I have yet to mount the TV on to the wall. I have it sitting on two 4-ft high plastic sliding drawers. I have its feet taped to the top of these two drawers.

Not anymore. One set of tape came off so that foot was safe but the other one held so it snapped off the bottom of the TV. I think I caught The TV on the fall but I have yet to turn it on. Waiting for M to wake up. So I don't know if I destroyed it. The drawers went down and one of their feet snapped off and it's not going back on unless I gorilla glue that thing in.

Sigh

I stand by that decision no matter how badly it turned out. According to M I caught the TV and swung around and dropped it on the bed but I don't even remember that.

I had an original wall mount that I've been carrying for years. It's perfect and I have no idea where it is. It is somewhere in this house because I saw it when we moved in but then it got lost.

I ordered another one off of Amazon. I attempted to install it alone and found out that this thing was way too heavy for me to work with alone.

But M just went back to work. She's been horizontal for months and now she is vertical for too many hours a day and I'm not bothering her on her first couple of days off after working.

So the mounting got procrastinated.

The music is terrible and the lyrics are not understandable. I look up the lyrics to see what he's saying and they're still pretty much worthless.

Really?

And I basically have an infinite amount of time but not time for that song.

I need it as dark as possible to sleep. I can't have a clock on. As far as I'm concerned when my night vision kicks in that amount of light flashes the entire room brilliantly. I put black tape over any glowing object such as a power strip. I put black tape over the little red glowing dot on the TV. I would never be able to sleep with a night light on.

But that got tossed in the move. So I still have two windows that need to be blocked and currently annoy the hell out of me but I'll put something prettier than random black fabric like I've done before.