My daughter's memorial service

Post #333,774 by mhuber 10/7/10 4:47:52 AM Reply	My daughter's memorial service (Per the JW, she wasn't good enough for a funeral.) Was the last church thing I could stomach. Any church. And no, I will never recover. Coping better, a little, here and there. I think I'm falling in love. Today's episode of breaking down in tears while doing a massage (I cover well, the client never knew, they never do. Controlled breathing and head to the side so the tears don't hit, it works.) was the first in several weeks. But the hole in the heart gets bigger, not smaller. --------------------------------------- I think it's perfectly clear we're in the wrong band. (Tori Amos)
Post #333,777 by Another Scott 10/7/10 7:22:46 AM Reply	:-( Hang in there.
Post #333,782 by boxley 10/7/10 8:20:30 AM Reply	no, thats one hole that doesnt fill in, hang in there Any opinions expressed by me are mine alone, posted from my home computer, on my own time as a free American and do not reflect the opinions of any person or company that I have had professional relations with in the past 55 years. meep
Post #333,794 by folkert 10/7/10 10:57:41 AM Reply	Know what you mean. My wife still is having bawling days when it comes to her parents. It eventually will stop consuming you. When that happens, you'll come to terms with it, but the hole will never go away and it may never get easier. Good luck and thoughts are with you.
Post #333,903 by mhuber 10/9/10 1:46:59 AM Reply	Thanks The thoughts are very much appreciated. --------------------------------------- I think it's perfectly clear we're in the wrong band. (Tori Amos)
Post #333,938 by Ashton 10/9/10 9:25:18 PM 10/9/10 10:44:08 PM Reply	Sorry.. missed reading here earlier, re. such a devastating event expressed in one sentence. May the excruciating phase pass (more quickly than usual) into the barely-tolerable chronic phase. I no verbs either, in solidarity, except that.. 'Squeak' might as well have been my son. Enough for empathy, I wot. Stay busy on things that Matter, eh? oTpy Edited by Ashton Oct. 9, 2010, 10:44:08 PM EDT Expand All History

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