But I'm not regular either.
I tend to wonder what the sky would look like (briefly) as the wave of ionizing radiation from a supernova smacked into the other side of the earth, for all of about five seconds before I was blasted into oblivion, or if I'd even have time to think before being incinerated in nuclear hellfire, or how painful dying from ebola is...
I don't mind dying myself so much, I'm much more worried about awareness being wiped out. Note awareness != humanity in my book; I'm sure we will be superceded by our 'children' at some point. I hope they look kindly on their parents...