I started walking regular about 5 days ago. M says let's go get some clothes. No problem. We drive an hour to JCPenney because we live in the sticks. I find some pants and shirts and I'm limping back and forth to the fitting room.
No problem. At least it should be. Except my left shoulder said f*** you. What the f***?
I dislocate occasionally and it pops in and it hurts but this isn't that. This is a tiny little partial dislocation. It just hurts but there's nothing to shove back in, it's just slightly out of position. Trying on shirts is difficult because I can't raise my arm more than an inch or so. But I get through the day. And then it gets worse.
When I baby it and lay it against my stomach after a few minutes my hand goes numb so obviously there's nerve impingement somewhere. I hate my f****** body.
My insurance is going to end 30 days. And M got fired and there's no new insurance on the horizon. I might have to plead poor and see what the state will give me. There is nothing a doctor can do for me in under 30 days and it will cost me a boatload anyway. So I'll put it in a sling and baby it and see if it gets better in a month or two.
Sleep sucks. There's no way to avoid a searing wake up call when I roll. Maybe when the sling shows up tomorrow I'll strap it tight and be able to sleep without fear.
No problem. At least it should be. Except my left shoulder said f*** you. What the f***?
I dislocate occasionally and it pops in and it hurts but this isn't that. This is a tiny little partial dislocation. It just hurts but there's nothing to shove back in, it's just slightly out of position. Trying on shirts is difficult because I can't raise my arm more than an inch or so. But I get through the day. And then it gets worse.
When I baby it and lay it against my stomach after a few minutes my hand goes numb so obviously there's nerve impingement somewhere. I hate my f****** body.
My insurance is going to end 30 days. And M got fired and there's no new insurance on the horizon. I might have to plead poor and see what the state will give me. There is nothing a doctor can do for me in under 30 days and it will cost me a boatload anyway. So I'll put it in a sling and baby it and see if it gets better in a month or two.
Sleep sucks. There's no way to avoid a searing wake up call when I roll. Maybe when the sling shows up tomorrow I'll strap it tight and be able to sleep without fear.