I hope that things work out for you. Sorry that others don't understand what you are going through and see your mental illness as something else. I feel for you, I've been through some hard times myself. ABC broke their contract with me many times, fired "Tony Clifton" and refused to air my TV Special. Bunch of jerks, but don't let them ruin your life. Do what I did and find a way to bounce back.
Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Take it easy and relax. Don't let the jerks get to you, they are just blowing off steam because they too have stress in their lives. So they blame you for their problems, and accuse you of trying to get attention. It is escapsim at its best and displacement, they escape their problems by blaming you for them, and they escape their problems by naming you as the cause. You didn't, after all, force them to lock your posts, delete your TWiki entries, or moderate, they made the decision to do it themselves, and well if they don't have the time to upkeep their own web pages and forums and TWiki pages, then they have no business running them in the first place!