Once you are a position of it all crashing down, you do everything possible to avoid that.

What is my family worth? And then you go along to get along.

When I was in that position I realized my family could go to jail for a very long time or I can admit to anything they want. These people are right before that position. How long can I skate before it all comes crashing down so I admitted to everything to drop their charges.

M told me she wanted to run. The only reason she didn't run is because she didn't have the keys for the van. I had them in my bag. I hid them. If she grabbed and ran at this moment she would be running for the rest of her life. So I hid them. She was pissed when she found out. It was worth it.