I wasn't either. Still don't much. That's also a big part of my problem with Oxley. He aspires to being a "Good Old Boy". Those shits made my early life hell. I was shot, cut (didn't get the point in, so it wasn't really stabbed), and beaten up by the big brothers (GOB wannabes) of my peers if they didn't win, and a large number of lesser indignities.
I gave up hate some decades ago, disgust is forever...