The real problem see, is I don't KNOW what I said. Once the fight-flight thing hit, I forgot almost everything between the first comment and the fleeing comment I made.
I know I handed him his birthday card, and I said something to the effect of, I tested the PA and we still have no left channel...after that, I can only guess. I remember him saying something about having fixed it, and I remember saying it wasn't fixed now, but then that angry look fixed me, and I guess I thought he figured it was my fault, and well... the rest is a blur until I ran.
Sometimes I really hate having my panic anxiety condition, especially when I can't remember anything said at the onset. (sigh).
Brenda