I helped you out of a bad situation before, but I told you I did not want anything in return for it. I just wanted you to start over again and make a better life for yourself. At that time I did not think about myself, my only concern was getting you to a place were you could start over and begin to heal.

Nothing you can do can snap me out of it. It is something I have to overcome by myself. I have tried to snap out of it before, and believe me, I have not been able to. At the most I have been able to stop episodes from happening recently, only through prayer and borrowing stength from God. I have not been able to get rid of my illness.