Just got away with much in my youth.
I'm amazed I'm still alive.
I even forgot to breathe for a couple of minutes in a Pink Floyd concert once.
If I hadn't stopped at age 18 I sure wouldn't have a career, house, family, etc.
I lucked out to accomplish what I did do since I have no college education.
And the reason for no college is I was stoned throughout highshool.
I simply did not learn how to learn until I was about 20.