Thanks
And yeah, too much death, destruction, and despair is proably not the best idea for the sitiation.
On the other hand, it is only for a few minutes, and I've come to realize all life experiences that I can feel, I will. In person, or in mind.
I recently spent a harrowing month, watching my girlfriend's sister die. And I came out of it far better than I went in.
So it's worth it.