Then it hits me
and I understand why I am still on disability. Even though I got people telling me I can do things and create wealth for the company, I know in the back of my head that I have not yet fully recovered. I wonder if I can handle the stress of working again. This time it will be a different environment, one that I might have more control over. The question remains "Can I handle it?" and I honestly cannot answer at this time.
I got a lot of ideas, know people that can pull it off, but the problem is me and my condition.
Besides whatever company I form will have partners, I will not have total control. Not that I need it, but I cannot make promises without the other partner's ok. So I can suggest who to hire, and make reconmendations but the other partners have to agree on it. What happens if they do not agree to hire deSitter or someone else I reconmend? What if I have no say in any matter and am constantly outvoted? What if this limits the company and causes it not to grow or earn income? What if I get agreed on and what I suggested does not work out?
It all sounds good in theory, and I am still learning business management. I do not even know how to do marketing yet. I would like to wait until I graduate so I can learn how to manage a business better, but it seems my potential business partners want to get started earlier.
