Norm, I think you may be aware that I suffer from chronic depression as well. I've been through a lot of shit in my life. I've been dealt to from the bottom of the deck. I'm currently unemployed, and the dreams I have in my life (house, real job, friends, a kid or two) keep getting further away every day.
Each day I wake up, it's a good day. Just remember, no matter how shitty you've got it, it could be MUCH worse. I'm happy to be alive. I want to know what happens next. Not just to me, but the whole universe - there is so much OUT there that I don't know...
Curiosity is what will save your life. Try to rediscover some of that wonder you felt as a child, the sense of discovery and newness that made everything seem fresh every day.
Life sucks, then you die, then they put you in a hole in the ground, and then the worms eat you. Or if you're cremated, it's "then they put your ashes in a pot, and then you gather dust on a mantlepiece until somebody mistakes you for nondairy creamer, and you end up in the sewage. Be glad it happens in that order."
Norm, everybody has shit happen to them. Everybody, at some point in their life asks, "Why does shit always happen to me?" Then they look around, and notice that shit happens to everybody. Don't take it personally - the universe is out to get everybody else, too. Rejoice that you are alive, for there are literally billions of people who wish they were.
"So don't sit back and watch the world get bushwhacked
News at 10:00 your neighborhood is under attack
Put away the crack before the crack puts you away
You need to be there when your babies are old enough to relate"
Your son will thank you.
(And by the way - you've got something I don't. A child. You have no idea how JEALOUS I am of you.)