Why should I bend over backwards to learn s*** that I won't apply in my life? F*** that. I'll get a PS5 and game and enjoy myself.

I assume you have this overarching target goal of your life. The target goal is kick the kids out of the nest and make sure that they are taken care of and then enjoy yourself on the way out. I've been forced into enjoy myself on the way out so I might as well enjoy myself on the way out.