As far as I'm concerned, you lived too well as compared to the peer group. You made life choices that included enjoying life when you could do it as best you could.

Never look back and think a dime was wasted. It wasn't. It was a good choice no matter what.

So you have to get up tomorrow and do this a little bit longer. You had a hell time on the total ride and you are not wasting the first half of the ride so you could kick back on the tail end.