And this morning, she said she wanted to try again.
But she can't see that she needs to change in any way, all that needs to happen is I need to never forget to rinse a plate and to make the kids be perfect and never argue with the kids and take on a second job and...
I'll be looking for a lawyer tomorrow. I had some reservations about asking our lawyer for a referral. I don't anymore. And a therapist. I don't need to be annoying you with this nonsense.
For all the pain and emotional upheaval, you are right. Life is already going on. I feel better than I have in a long time. Also worse than any time when I didn't have a child dying in the hospital.
By the way, my daughter Alice is doing unbelievably well. She's home with her worthless husband, walking, talking, wondering if she has enough of her brain left to go back to teaching math. With half her brain scrambled and at least half of that just plain gone, she's still one of the smartest people I've ever known.