That's your only other option?
Get off your ass and quit whining. Find some other avenue. Find some other doctor. I am getting extremly tired of these false dilemmas you constantly bring up when someone challenges you to change. The "poor little me" act is wearing very thin my friend and I, for one, will not be giving you much more thought.
Get your head out of your ass, quit whining, get help.
With this much manure around, there must be a pony somewhere.