Neither am I.

There is always room for improvement. Don't let what your doctor says kick you down - we all could use some self-improvement.

People on Yahoo impersonating you? Okay. Deal with it. It's not your fault, but it is your responsibility.

Note that nowhere did I talk about BLAME. I talked about RESPONSIBILITY.

BLAME is how we try to avoid RESPONSIBILITY.

I don't BLAME you for becoming what you did at the law firm. Hell, I might have, given the same circumstances. What is in your hands now is the RESPONSIBILITY to do better. BLAME makes people feel better, but it doesn't solve anything.

Finally, good luck. I know it's hard to deal with, I'm fighting the same demons you are. What (in my opinion) you need to do is to find the inner strength to look at the darkness and laugh. Ever read the Chronicles of Thomas Covenant the Unbeliever? Saltheart Foamfollower would laugh through his pain, his mistakes, his mistrust of the world - and would come through purified. I laugh at my pain, my trials, my unemployment - and I am content.

Fight well, my friend.