Seriously, I'm sorry you are going through the mill. Not a fun place to be. Keep your sense of humor going, it will keep you from crying.
Look at it this way, pretty soon, you are going to turn the corner and you will have more happiness and peace than you thought was possible. You'll be able to laugh with your kids and grandkids and say, "Yep. Ought-Six was the year from hell and by God, we survived it!"
I'm just glad your family is healthy. Hope you are holding up as well.
Wishing you good fortune soon :)