It is not about being flamed in a public forum, but rather because a lot of things have gone sour for me recently and my depression hit another low cycle. My wife talked me out of it, after I was down in the dumps a lot.
The helpdesk job just conflicted with the Contracting job, as I just found out that the helpdesk company is a client of the contracting company, which means they cannot touch me.
Frell! A series of IT jobs rejected me quickly over the past two months, it makes me wonder if my previous employer is spreading lies about me or something? But I am able to get some positive leads.