I swear... swear... swear...
The more I try to look the other way and ignore it... the more it keeps pulling me back and waving its hands and legs and feet to get my attention.
Why won't this thing just STOP trying? I see many resources, just ripe for the plucking. Many know-hows, sitting there spinning their tires. A lot of time, being wasted on STUPIDITY.
Why... WHY does it try top entice me with a never-ending story... but sans a Luck Dragon?
Why do I keep trying to ignore it?
Should I keep running away from it?
Should I keep turning away from its stare?
What alternatives do I have?
Those that know what I am talking about (no it is not anything bad, except for the risk), what do you think?
Would any of you really be willing to start the journey along side of me?
Forget the previous few weeks. Forget the past few years. There is a huge thing staring me in the face... very very very hard to ignore. I just don't have the (will)power to do it all. I need help, I need support, I need others willing to share the risk.
If you have any idea why I am typing all this this way... then you already know it. It is also staring you in the face. It is out there. It won't be bargained with. It won't be reasoned with. It can't feel pity, remorse or even fear. And it absolutely will not stop, ever, until you face it and make the choice it needs you to make.
No, this is not just some sick joke.
So, what are you going to do? Huh?
What are *YOU* going to do about it?
There are pillars... sitting there waiting for action to bear... why oh why oh why am I not willing to do the "right" thing? Why should I be facing others? Why? Sitting there makes no difference... get up off your BUTT and choose.
The benefits are just sitting there waiting for the taking. Other are already doing this... but I just can't bring myself to start.
P.S. No Flippant remarks please.
