...cancer. She was a fine gal and so affectionate. She had a unique way of knowing just how to lay across the keyboard such that I could not continue working and had to pay attention (now, dangit!). The two cats now pale in comparison. Sheesh, is the red state mentality having an effect upon our animals? A sorry state of affairs, that's for sure.
Seriously, hang in there. Write down (now) all the kewl things you appreciated about your dog. Some years from now, you'll be glad you did. There is pain now, but writing your thoughts will turn pain to fondness in the days/weeks/months/years ahead. What memory of him stands out most in your mind?
My $0.02 and best regards,
Slugbug