is that, after 5.0 years: you are still hangin-on barely, with poisoned liver, a M/Soft-grade immune system, in a wheelchair -- but, you lasted 5 years!

Spina-bifida.. it's a Pity they didn't go farther in research than one doctor's vague "encouragement" [?] on that one. When you fully realize the degree of Frankensteinian rebuild necessary..

As you say.. not your call :(
And to a Fundie: Nobody's Call, and soon - if we aren't a tad more vigilant.