No. Wrong choice, street-boy.
Good quality MDMA, of correct dose/body weight + no fucking acid-rock or alcohol / quiet music or silence: might give you a chance to cool out, realize your fucked view of the world is as personalized as your DNA -- and maybe gain back some perspective. Maybe.
I know a talented ex-CIT engr / then psych type for ~ 20 yrs. who has used brain about such matters. Heroin is what you can't handle, now if ever. FWIW.
Probably zilch.
A.
And WTF do you care what anyone thinks of WTF you 'are'? Gonna let someone else determine your next idiocy, too?
If you actually wanted to communicate with anyone, you could e-mail; might not look so much like firing for effect, again.
