And that's exactly why you are so alone.
You were born 'alone' and shall die 'alone'.
No two persons experience this illusionary-world identically.
Few will look deeply enough to accept that solitude is a Necessity, if you are ever to learn What you are. (A most unPopular idea in the 24/7 noise culture)
It may be comforting to believe otherwise, and it is certainly a popular comfort. No book or pharm-chem profit-leader will substitute for Experience of yourself. Yet, that is so rare..
I don't know what Norm's specific meds do (but I've sampled a few alkaloids, and can guess some of it). Norman will work it out or he won't - but he will still leave as he came into this illusion. To tell anyone otherwise is.. euphemism. (A really Popular thing in Murican culture, that.)
To fear solitude is to fear Life. This may explain briefest of all: what is most-Fucked in Murican culture and its shallow religiosity -- but only, if you find out for Yourself.
(You could.. do that, Norman. What have you got to lose? except the nameless dread: and that you could get rid of, once and for all.)
Ashton