I would like to kindly suggest that...

700 pages (you got 7.5 pages a day to read, I got 20 pages a day)
5 weeks (35 days)
5 written assignments and 5 team assignments (75% of the team isn't answering emails or making an attempt to work on the papers, so it falls on me to carry the load with whoever else is available)
a neglected wife (She gives me time to work on college stuff, but I need to find time for her as well)
a son I have to spend time with because he is having trouble with classmates (so I spend time, and my college work suffers)
everyone calling me about computer problems (I tell them about my classwork and they understand, but new people keep on calling)
friends wondering why I haven't had time to do anything with them
the hardest subject in college that I have taken yet (I was scared sh*tless and freaked out before class begain, I made a post about it here and got flamed for it)
No fun, no joy, no nothing

The way I figure it, life is suffering. A little suffering is good for the soul. I hope I can make it all pay off when I graduate.

when you were a resident. Or has your memory developed problems as well?

Better for me to be on medication, than not and be as cantakerous and mean as you. Lately all you've ever cared about was mostly yourself. The rest was just illusions in your own mind created by that disease that infests it.

I am surviving, I am going to college, I am doing what it takes to have a better life than when I had. When I was that good-natured alert nerd, I was constantly taken advantage of, I was used, I was abused, I was overworked until I started to get health issues, etc. When I was all used up, I was fired, let go from one job after another. I learned a lot from people in these forums, including you, on how I should change my personality. So if I turned into a Frankenstein's Monster, there has to be at least one Dr. Frankenstein who did it, if not more. If I became a self-obsessed narcissist, it was because of you and others. I take responsibility for my own change, but others should take responsibility for their actions which caused the change as well. So far, none have done that.

Post #157,646 by inthane-chan 5/30/04 12:18:37 AM Reply	I would like to kindly suggest that... the whole world go to FUCKING HELL! Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
Post #157,647 by Another Scott 5/30/04 12:20:58 AM Reply	It's trying... Are you OK? Drop us a line if you want to talk. Drop us several if you don't want to. Hang in there. Cheers, Scott.
Post #157,650 by inthane-chan 5/30/04 12:37:21 AM Reply	12 days. 90 pages. 1 class. A full time job. A neglected wife. No fun. No joy. No nothing. Fucking burnout, that's what it is. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
Post #157,653 by Another Scott 5/30/04 12:50:13 AM Reply	You'll get through it. Going to school and working full time is very, very difficult. But it's temporary. Do what you need to do to get through it and enjoy the benefits for the rest of your life. You can do it. Nap when you can, tell your wife what she means to you, and do your best. You'll get through it. Hang in there. Cheers, Scott.
Post #157,654 by orion 5/30/04 1:04:24 AM Reply	I feel your pain 700 pages (you got 7.5 pages a day to read, I got 20 pages a day) 5 weeks (35 days) 5 written assignments and 5 team assignments (75% of the team isn't answering emails or making an attempt to work on the papers, so it falls on me to carry the load with whoever else is available) a neglected wife (She gives me time to work on college stuff, but I need to find time for her as well) a son I have to spend time with because he is having trouble with classmates (so I spend time, and my college work suffers) everyone calling me about computer problems (I tell them about my classwork and they understand, but new people keep on calling) friends wondering why I haven't had time to do anything with them the hardest subject in college that I have taken yet (I was scared shtless and freaked out before class begain, I made a post about it here and got flamed for it) No fun, no joy, no nothing The way I figure it, life is suffering. A little suffering is good for the soul. I hope I can make it all pay off when I graduate. "What's the use of saving life when you see what you do with it?" - Corbin Dallas "The Fifth Element"* [link\|http://www.xormad.com:4096/district268\|I am from District 268].
Post #157,657 by inthane-chan 5/30/04 1:15:26 AM Reply	That's 90 pages to WRITE, not read.
Post #157,665 by orion 5/30/04 2:12:09 AM Reply	Sorry then I did not see the 90 pages to write, in your post. I assumed you meant read. *"What's the use of saving life when you see what you do with it?" - Corbin Dallas "The Fifth Element"* [link\|http://www.xormad.com:4096/district268\|I am from District 268].
Post #157,871 by boxley 5/31/04 5:03:44 PM Reply	90 pages to read is 2 hours max Time for Lord Stanley to get a Tan questions, help? [link\|mailto:pappas@catholic.org\|email pappas at catholic.org]
Post #157,874 by inthane-chan 5/31/04 5:24:17 PM Reply	1 hr for me if I'm reading for content, 30 min if I'm skim. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
Post #157,870 by broomberg 5/31/04 4:45:42 PM Reply	90 pages on what?
Post #157,873 by inthane-chan 5/31/04 5:23:50 PM Reply	Quality Assurance plan, Lessons Learned plan. Project management is the course. Instructor has not responded to anything I've asked him in the past two weeks. I'm about to call the school and make loud noises. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
Post #157,732 by deSitter 5/30/04 3:06:27 PM Reply	You can't feel a beesting in the eyeball Now that I am no longer a resident I can flame the fuck out of you. You went from genial, good-natured, alert nerd to monster yuppie prototype. You never say anything worth hearing - you are two frontal lobes and a limbic system saturated by drugs and the sweet brain-nectar of the self-obsessed narcissist. Get a life, you're pathetic. -drl
Post #158,533 by orion 6/5/04 1:08:47 PM Reply	It never stopped you before when you were a resident. Or has your memory developed problems as well? Better for me to be on medication, than not and be as cantakerous and mean as you. Lately all you've ever cared about was mostly yourself. The rest was just illusions in your own mind created by that disease that infests it. I am surviving, I am going to college, I am doing what it takes to have a better life than when I had. When I was that good-natured alert nerd, I was constantly taken advantage of, I was used, I was abused, I was overworked until I started to get health issues, etc. When I was all used up, I was fired, let go from one job after another. I learned a lot from people in these forums, including you, on how I should change my personality. So if I turned into a Frankenstein's Monster, there has to be at least one Dr. Frankenstein who did it, if not more. If I became a self-obsessed narcissist, it was because of you and others. I take responsibility for my own change, but others should take responsibility for their actions which caused the change as well. So far, none have done that. *"What's the use of saving life when you see what you do with it?" - Corbin Dallas "The Fifth Element"* [link\|http://www.xormad.com:4096/district268\|I am from District 268].
Post #158,538 by pwhysall 6/5/04 2:54:17 PM Reply	Stop it. Take your mindless StL wankery to email, or something. No-one else here cares. Peter [link\|http://www.debian.org\|Shill For Hire] [link\|http://www.kuro5hin.org\|There is no K5 Cabal] [link\|http://guildenstern.dyndns.org\|Blog]
Post #158,573 by orion 6/5/04 7:08:47 PM Reply	Request denied Go fuck yourself. *"What's the use of saving life when you see what you do with it?" - Corbin Dallas "The Fifth Element"* [link\|http://www.xormad.com:4096/district268\|I am from District 268].
Post #160,421 by Nightowl 6/18/04 1:20:48 PM Reply	Hmmm If Ross isn't a St. Louis resident anymore.... what does that make his wankering? ;) Nightowl >8# "At last, a moment's peace!"
Post #162,533 by orion 7/1/04 4:28:53 PM Reply	It shows a fallacy in Peter's argument wankery is, after all, universal. I only fight wankery with more wankery. I am but a mirror at times to Peter's wankery. I am a mirror to other people's wankery as well. Just my personality I guess, being a Gemini, I am like a twin to other people. Also what they say about me, becomes the way I act to them. In other forums, I act differently than I act here. On here Peter is a fuckhead I give a taste of his own medicine to, on K5, I only take minor digs at him. *"What's the use of saving life when you see what you do with it?" - Corbin Dallas "The Fifth Element"* [link\|http://www.xormad.com:4096/district268\|I am from District 268].
Post #162,536 by inthane-chan 7/1/04 4:43:27 PM Reply	One big difference. Here in general, Peter actually adds value to a conversation he participates in. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
Post #162,537 by pwhysall 7/1/04 4:51:41 PM Reply	Only in your wildest fantasies, Norman... ...do I exist in your wankery. Peter [link\|http://www.debian.org\|Shill For Hire] [link\|http://www.kuro5hin.org\|There is no K5 Cabal] [link\|http://guildenstern.dyndns.org\|Blog]
Post #162,565 by Silverlock 7/1/04 8:48:49 PM 7/1/04 8:49:21 PM Reply	You slut. ----------------------------------------- It is much harder to be a liberal than a conservative. Why? Because it is easier to give someone the finger than it is to give them a helping hand. Mike Royko Edited by Silverlock July 1, 2004, 08:49:21 PM EDT Expand All History
Post #164,830 by orion 7/17/04 1:10:53 AM Reply	I learned from the master hello Master Peter, master in wankery. *"What's the use of saving life when you see what you do with it?" - Corbin Dallas "The Fifth Element"* [link\|http://www.xormad.com:4096/district268\|I am from District 268].
Post #157,669 by pwhysall 5/30/04 3:50:17 AM Reply	Hard drugs. Excellent short term solution. ;-) Peter [link\|http://www.debian.org\|Shill For Hire] [link\|http://www.kuro5hin.org\|There is no K5 Cabal] [link\|http://guildenstern.dyndns.org\|Blog]
Post #157,700 by boxley 5/30/04 11:49:52 AM Reply	that or stop neglecting the wife orgasms are designed to raise your dopamine levels. thanx, bill Time for Lord Stanley to get a Tan questions, help? [link\|mailto:pappas@catholic.org\|email pappas at catholic.org]
Post #157,731 by deSitter 5/30/04 3:03:43 PM Reply	Re: that or stop neglecting the wife Dramatic weight loss/gain by one partner = guaranteed marital strife. -drl

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