maybe quitting here for a while will be good to you. Avoid the agravation for a bit and wind down.

I am still on vacation, just got my dial-up to work. Found the local SBC dial-up number and found out I have to dial the area code first to dial local numbers. So in the 407 area code, I have to dial 407-XXX-XXXX or else it won't work. Their phone system works different than the St. Louis one, in the 314 area code if I dial a 314 area code number there is no need to enter the area code, unless it is the 636 number.

Anyway I wish you the best. If you do end up offing yourself, I will personally storm into Hell, and kick your butt there, and then kick the Devil's butt for making you do it. ;)