God is not captured in any religion, ever. All the current religions are complete failures. I renounced my Christianity on 9/12.
But...
If you can't sense him, you are already two-thirds dead. If he does not speak to you, I feel sorry for someone so completely alone in himself. If he does not live in your heart, you may as well be a machine. And if his plan is not clear to you, then you are little better than some automatic simple thing like a maggot, a mayfly, or a paramecium, and wil be as little missed.
You have lots of company, Moslem and Jew, Christian and Buddhist, Shinto and shaman. You are all wrong, and none of you supermen will quit until you have destroyed everything, including your hubris-soaked selves.