followup to this [link|http://z.iwethey.org/forums/render/content/show?contentid=108083|post].
Well, I'm just totally a mental wreck today. Haven't sleep well in days.
My wife and I returned from a 3 day weekend in Columbus, GA so that she can see the place for herself. She is extremely disappointed. Imagine that you're on your third or fourth house, a damn nice one at that, and no matter what you sell it for, that's the purchase price of a home equivalent to your very first place - quite a downgrade. Housing there is expensive, at $90-100/ sq ft and up, and homes between 200-300K are barely bigger than what we had when we first got married: a 3 bedroom, 1 bath town home with no basement. Some of these places have a 4th bedroom, but no other extra rooms like we have currently (4 bedrooms, both formals, a study, and gameroom for the kids). And this is the same for OK City area too.
Overall, doing the two pieces of paper - one for positives about either company/location and the other the minuses - OK City has 21 good things, Columbus, GA has 19. In the minus columns, OK City has 23 items, Columbus has 20. Nothing stands out.
Right now it appears that a coin flip is as good as any way to choose. My wife will dislike, if not hate, either location for the next few years that we're there cause they're smaller towns with many of the things that we're used to having around being absent. The kids will be unhappy because they'll be leaving their friends once again. I'll be unahppy since both positions are a professional regression (going back to the mainframe platform with NO exposure or training on other platforms - have asked both future managers about this).
This is the first time in my life when I have received a job offer where I'm not happy about it, and I don't know how to overcome this negative feeling. I should be happy, but I'm not, since the whole situation leaves me frustrated, confused, having a lack of control over the situation, and worried that I'll fall further behind the technology status quo. I can't figure out what to focus on to help make my decision any easier if at all.
I'm open to suggestions.